january 5th breakdown

from thank you by thanks for coming

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i want to cry right now

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it's january 5th and it's snowing right now

you told me it was snowing
and i said i didn't care
and i stayed under my covers
and acted like i wasn't scared

i told you i was crying
and you said you didn't care
i stayed inside of my own head
and i pretended like i was better

i lost of my pain killers
that had grown to rely on
because i knew had them for whenever to die
now i don't know what to do

i lost faith in myself
i lost everything i bought
i lost my own thoughts that had to tell me that i was
better than these feelings

you told me it was snowing
and i said who gives a fuck
and i stayed my covers
and i'll never feel like enough

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from thank you, released January 5, 2015

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