you’re over there and i’m close to the ocean
life isn’t fair and i’m close to destruction
i cut my hair so i can stand my reflection
i’ll never care and i guess that’s my problem
it’s always so lonely here at night
and it’s lonely in the daylight
when i miss you, i miss july
i miss you all the fucking time
you’re at home and i’m on an island
it’s getting cold and i am in hiding
i change my clothes to pretend i can hang in
i’ll never know and i guess that’s my problem
it’s so lonely here at night
and it’s lonely in the daylight
when i miss you, i miss july
and i miss you all the fucking time
it’s so lonely here in the city
and it’s lonely in my bad dreams
when i miss you, i miss everything
and i miss you all the fucking time
it’s so lonely here in my bedroom
and it’s so lonely here when it’s brand new
when i miss you, i really miss you
and i miss you all the fucking time
i know the walk is harder uphill
i know that next year is just wishful
thinking
i walk home alone all the time
i walk back and forth across the lines
drinking
i try all the fucking time
to not lose my mind
i take the same damn train everyday
i take my mind off everything
smoking
i see strangers walking places
i see the same names same faces
joking
i try all the fucking time
to not lose my mind
but i do
i can’t wait for you to come
back from the midwest back home
back to my body that i don’t like
but you like it so i keep it around
i can’t wait for what comes next
i try to find the synopsis
of what i am and who i’ll be
you’ll be the reason i exist
i think i’m broken when you’re far away
i think i’m broken so please stay
i think i’m broken when you’re far away
i think i’m broken so please stay
i can’t sleep without you here
when i dream i dream of fears
when i’m awake it’s a nightmare
i can’t escape or disappear
i can’t
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