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the story
02:18
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put your lungs into your pocket
when you’re drowning you don’t need them
but i want to make things right
the story doesn’t sit well
running out of time
that’s just so conventional
i’m sure that you don’t mind
we’re going over the basics again
keep your locked eyes on the ground
you can steal them back from lost and found
but i want to make things hard
there’s nothing here that’s worth it
staring at the start
waiting for a purpose
there’s no shadows in the dark
but you probably already knew that
i wanna try (in the end in spite)
i wanna try (in the end we die)
i wanna try (in the end there’s light)
i wanna try in the morning
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when the door stays close
then we’ll know
the cold
stays alone
it froze
long ago
so it goes
back when there were days
we could save
the way
things have changed
it may
be a waste
who’s to say
no one knows left or right
say goodnight
so the light
stays behind
and we might
send the signs
that we’re fine
this is how we’ve been how we’ve been
this is how we’ve been how we’ve been
this is how we’ve been how we’ve been
this is how we’ve been how we’ve been
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fear of being afraid
02:33
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fear of rejection
fear of fitting in
fear of what will happen
fear it never will
have i told you i’m afraid
of pretty much everything
it’s okay if you need to leave me here on my own
i knew this day would come
fear of the future
fear for the whole world
fear of the wrong word
fear of fucking up
have i told you i’m terrified
of losing control of my mind
it’s okay if you need to leave me here on my own
everything has been done
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i've made my decisions
and i've learned how to live with them
i've made my decisions
and i've learned how to live with them
we watch it fall to its core
pretend that we're different from before
we count how fast the hours run
hide from all the things that we've done
it's strange that we don't talk like that
i'd give you all the pain i have
if you could give it back to me
and say goodbye the next time you leave
i've made my decisions
and i've learned how to live with them
i've made my decisions
and i've learned how to live with them
we spend our time cleaning up
say that it doesn't hurt that much
we spin around looking for space
take for granted all that we take
it's strange that you don't hate me now
i watched the sun when it came down
so it wouldn't think i left too soon
doing my best to think of you
i've made my decisions
and i've learned how to live with them
i've made my decisions
and i've learned how to live with them
i've made my decisions
i'd take all the pain that you're in
if you could take all the things to forget
i've learned how to live without them
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