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an end of adolescence
02:36
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when i was young i looked at my father
i told him “i am your daughter”
he took my hand and showed me to the sea
“darling you have so much more you can be”
when i was young i lied to my friend
i told him “everything will work out in the end”
he took my hand and held it by his heart
“darling i will miss you while we’re apart”
i am scared
i am scared
i am scared
i am scared
i am trying to grow up
i am swearing off love
i am really fucking tired
i won’t be home for a while
when i am old i will look at my hands
they will be covered in wrinkles i can’t stand
i will watch them shrivel into dust
“darling you are a dead star just like us”
i am scared
i am scared
i am scared
i am scared
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you ask me if i am fine
but i don’t wanna bore you with the answer
every day i wake up and i’m dying
but i can’t quite tell if it is comfort
you ask me if i’m okay
but i realize that i don ’t know the truth
i don’t trust myself around my veins
and i don’t know what to do without you
i’ve got voices in my head
telling me to stay in bed
and i’m better off dead
and i don’t have the heart to ignore them
i’ve got voices in my head
telling me to stay in bed
and i’m better off dead
and i don’t have the heart to ignore them
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it's ok
02:12
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i am my parents child
winter of ’97
they were still young then
i still screamed for innocence
the snow didn’t melt as quick
i didn’t know the sun set
i didn’t know what loss meant yet
i didn’t know what lost meant
you say it’s okay
we’ll all be dead someday
you say it’s okay
we’ll all just fade away
you say it’s okay
we’ll all be dead someday
you say it’s okay
we’ll all just fade away
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