1. |
loser
01:39
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everything that is lost
will turn to dirt
that we walk
until we hit the earth
shaky knees clenched fists
i’ll miss you with my dying breath
shaky knees clenched fists
i’ll miss you and your cigarettes
i am losing you
your body becomes the dirt
where the lilacs will bloom
i didn’t think this would hurt
shaky knees clenched fists
i’ll miss you with my dying breath
shaky knees clenched fists
i’ll miss you and your cigarettes
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2. |
human being
02:12
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your heart’s made out of metal
it’s pumping out pure lead
and it’s trying to pretend
that it’s made out of flesh
your fingers fall apart
because they’re made of stone
and you called me to ask
if this is what it’s like letting go
and you trace my body shape and say how nice it would be to be human
and i am asleep in my dreams thinking how nice it would be to be anything else
my head is in my hands
i try to make sense of it all
and you say this is beautiful
as you look at the dead end of the hall
we are sitting in the corner
listening to the pitches of their voices
and your ears start growing flowers
and you tear them apart to hear the noises
and you trace my body shape and say how nice it would be to be human
and i am asleep in my dreams thinking how nice it would be to be anything else
your fingers fall apart
because they’re made of stone
and you called me to ask
if this is what it’s like letting go
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3. |
universe
01:54
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i’ll believe you when you tell me it's just a simulation
binary code of some past civilization
but your computer parts found my computer heart
i won’t believe you when you tell me we’re not real
i’ll believe you when you tell me this is all a mistake
an inevitable result of gravity and space
but when we sleep i know it’s where i’m supposed to be
i won’t believe you when you tell me we’re not real
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4. |
really losing touch
02:18
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it’s so goddamn easy to lose touch
i’ve been around but i haven’t been around that much
do you think i’m losing it do you think about me at all
if you call i’d answer but you never call
and i don’t answer
too busy thinking about natural disasters
and i don’t answer
too busy watching everything shatter
i miss talking to you or anybody honestly
i take the train just to watch strangers be lonely
do you think i’m losing it do you think about me at all
if you wanted to and i wanted to we could talk
but i don’t answer
too busy thinking about crumbling plaster
and i don’t answer
too busy watching time turn faster
and i don’t answer
too busy waiting for everyone to scatter
and i don’t answer
too busy looking for what comes after
it’s so goddamn easy to lose touch
sorry i haven’t been around it’s always just too much
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5. |
i can't
01:52
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i can’t wait for you to come
back from the midwest back home
back to my body that i don’t like
but you like it so i keep it around
i can’t wait for what comes next
i try to find the synopsis
for what i am and who i’ll be
you’ll be the reason i exist
i think i’m broken when you’re far away
i think i’m broken so please stay
i think i’m broken when you’re far away
i think i’m broken so please stay
i can’t sleep without you here
when i dream i dream of fears
when i’m awake it’s a nightmare
i can’t escape or disappear
i can’t
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6. |
eve
02:31
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i am starting to admit
i’m weaker than the rest
i’m weaker than the rest
eve don’t hesitate
eve don’t trust the snake
eve i’ve made the same mistakes
i’m punching holes through walls
don’t call me beautiful
i want to be something more
eve don’t hesitate
eve don’t trust the snake
you are an artist and i am a fake
you are an artist and i am a fake
you are an artist and i am a fake
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