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so there i was
it’s not turquoise
you’ve got a shot at my favorite voice
across
on a lifeboat
saved me once to make a point
call it coded
do you get what i transmit
closer
in the hours
your gaze just another superpower
and i am devoured
my own heartbeat growing louder
we’re in a blindspot
one day we’ll be an afterthought
we’re in a blindspot
it’ll sure be nice to be forgotten
you responded something about may april march
could be lucid
but commonsense can be counterfeit
were we intended
to circumvent in permanence
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intersection
02:58
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mostly i just think of you and all the stupid shit you do when i’m not around
mostly i just think of you and all the stupid shit you do when i’m not around
mostly i just think of you and all the stupid shit you do when i’m not around
mostly i just think of you and all the stupid shit you do when i’m not around
are we on the same wavelength or are you standing out there waving cuz you’re so polite
are we on the same wavelength or are you standing out there waving cuz you’re so polite
are we on the same wavelength or are you standing out there waving cuz you’re so polite
are we on the same wavelength or are you standing out there waving cuz you’re so polite
meet me at the intersection, i’ve got so many fucking questions
meet me at the intersection, i’ve got so many fucking questions
meet me at the intersection, i’ve got so many fucking questions
meet me at the intersection, i’ve got so many fucking questions
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twenty four hours i keep my eyes shut
don’t care to see how you shine in the sun
good god i can’t believe
in anything but a predetermined destiny
good god i can’t receive
any of the dispatches i need so desperately
nowhere to be but you’re still not around
i waste the minutes by counting them down
good god i can’t deceive
not anything but injured from my tendencies
good god i’m so naive
i’m anything but honest, kind, or concrete
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knees
02:13
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it's all in my head again
good to know that's where i am
it's all in my head again
good to know that's where i am
it's all in the way you look my way
it's not like i don't know what i'd say
it's all in the things that i write down
it's not like i don't you around
i go
around, i'm going
around, i go
around, i'm going
it's all in the past where i can't reach
in the shaky place behind my knees
with the maps of everything between
what you want that's what i'll be
it's all in my head again
the only place i've ever been
it's all in my head again
good to know that's where i am
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1 2 3 4
you’re an airplane
i’m under the flight path
there’s magic somewhere
please don’t find it marked
by makeshift parts
in our common shapes
you’re so interesting
someone i could grow to hate
the chaos confided in me that a search for nothing won’t come up empty
you shake my dreams
i’m not your thirteenth choice
this is distracting
just want i’m looking for
nothing less or more
than our common shapes
you’re so interesting
someone i could grow to hate
the chaos confided in me that everything’s already complete
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6. |
personal interest
03:22
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who can care less? i can yeah i can
who can care less? i can yeah i can
but i want to feel the pressure
i want to feel the churn
of acid in my stomach
when i know i’m unsure
should i start to be concerned
that this is something more
than just another yardstick
i don’t have to measure
who can care less? i can yeah i can
who can care less? i can yeah i can
you’re making me feel nervous
i’m scared you’ll call my bluff
i’m not so levelheaded
and i’m certainly not tough
but i will keep my guard up
there’s nothing to discuss
we are just an instance
and there’s not even an “us”
who can care less? i can yeah i can
who can care less? i can yeah i can
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somebody special
somebody special
somebody special
to look me straight through, see how my nerves move, do you?
somebody special
somebody special
somebody special
to give me nothing, pull at my loose strings, stunning
someday somebody
someday somebody
someday somebody
in your eyes i find myself
fuck it i want to be held
well
somebody special
someday somebody
somebody special
(someday somebody special’s gonna come)
to have me despite, distance of red light, burn bright
look me in the eyes
look me in the eyes
look me in the eyes
in your arms i lose my outline
fuck it i want something sublime
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why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you act like you’re okay with being all alone
why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you act like you’re okay with being all alone
why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you act like you’re okay with being all alone
why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you act like you’re okay with being all alone
everyone has seven secrets you’ll never know unless you meet them i would never tell a soul
everyone has seven secrets you’ll never know unless you meet them i would never tell a soul
everyone has extra baggage, someone else that sent a package with no address for a home
everyone has seven secrets, someone else who swore to keep them, i would never tell you so
why can’t you get it why can’t your shoulders learn to sit why can’t you swallow your own spit and breathe in through your nose
why can’t you get up why can’t you push why can’t you shove why can’t you scrub your skin until it’s clean down to the bone
why can’t you get down why can’t you push me all around why can’t you tell me to get out and leave you on your own
why can’t you get in why can’t you let the records spin why can’t you tell me where you’ve been or who you want to hold
everyone has seven secrets, i’ve got eight and they’re increasing, does it matter if you know
everyone has seven secrets, i’ve got nine and they’re increasing, and there’s always room to grow
everyone has someone else, i don’t have you or a sense of self, and you’ve got everything but gold
everyone has seven secrets you’ll never know unless you meet them but how come everyone’s been told
why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you act like at the very least you’re having fun
why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you finally just crack and tell me i’m the one
why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you stay on track and run and run and run and run
why can’t you relax why can’t you sit your shoulders back why can’t you laugh about the fact that everything is done
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9. |
construction time
05:38
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you’re a hallucination
and i am on display
i say all the wrong things
but we still shake hands
we are getting closer
to knowing far too much
being too involved
treading vulnerable
i don’t want to lose you like everyone else
i don’t know if you notice
everyone’s falling in
but we don’t fit the form
and we won’t take the chance
but something is creeping up
the walls are shaking
my heart’s breaking
but it always was
you know where i live
i insist you walk me home
you can’t really hang up the telephone anymore
you can only wait for the call to end
that’s it, that’s the whole fucking thing
there are a lot of things that i want to say like how when i got home i looked across the street and saw that the box was gone, i thought i should let you know because i know that it meant something to you in one way or another
i just wanted to let you know that the box has disappeared, i don’t know, i guess it doesn’t really matter, i don’t know why i’m here trying to tell you about it
i just wanted to tell you something to tell you something so you that would say something back and i could hear it
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